This is probably going to be a longish post – I am not doing it for sympathy or advice.  I just want to put down how I am feeling about my weight, how I look and my diet. Where do I start…..I don’t know why this post is making me feel uncomfortable to write.  I don’t know if its embarrassment at my “failure” or acknowledgement that I do not have a healthy attitude to food.  In any case, I have been thinking about writing this post for a long time; the time is finally here! Back to the start When I was little I was probably fairly average, I did have a…